27 Jun BALAK: HASHEM’S MESSAGES
The Meor Einayin
(Likutim) writes,
“Sometimes a rasha
wants to commit an
aveirah, but
something comes up
that prevents him
from doing so. This is
also from Hashem.
Hashem conceals
Himself in those
obstacles, hoping the
person will repent.
But, nevertheless,
man has free will.”
This happened to
Bilaam. When
Bilaam went to curse the Jewish nation, he
was prevented time and again. His donkey
walked off the road, crushed Bilaam’s foot
into a wall, and then sat down in the middle
of the road, refusing to budge. The Vilna
Gaon zt’l notes that the words malach
Hashem are written ten times in these
pesukim because the angel tried to stop
Bilaam ten times. Rashi (22:22) writes, “It
was a malach of compassion, sent to prevent
Bilaam from sinning.” Bilaam should have
realized that Hashem was stopping him, but
he didn’t get the message until Hashem
opened his eyes and he saw the malach with
its sword drawn.
Bilaam said (22:34), “I have sinned for I
didn’t know that you were standing opposite
me on the road.”
Why did Bilaam say that he sinned?
Wouldn’t everyone beat their donkey when
it stops for seemingly no reason? As the
Sefer Chassidim (153) asks, “There is
nothing wrong with hitting a donkey. When
the donkey crushed Bilaam’s foot against
the wall, why should he have refrained from
hitting the donkey?”
The Sefer Chassidim replies, “Bilaam
should have understood that Hakadosh
Baruch Hu doesn’t want him to curse the
Yidden.” The disturbances on the road
should have prompted him to reconsider his
path.
The Shlah elaborates, “When a person
should know, he is guilty if he doesn’t know.
Hashem gave intelligence to mankind for
this purpose – so he should know and
understand. Bilaam should have understood
that his donkey wasn’t acting that way
without cause.”
Similarly, the Kedushas Levi writes, “
When something surprising happens to
those who fear Hashem, they understand
that Hashem is telling them how they should
proceed. If they are in the middle of doing
something and suddenly something unusual
occurs, they realize that Hashem is telling
them to stop. When Bilaam encountered
something unusual —his donkey sitting
down on the road, which is something it
never did before – he should have stopped to
think. Had he done so, he would have
realized Hashem wants him to return.”
Bilaam thus acknowledged “I have sinned.”
He should have understood that Hashem
doesn’t want him to curse the Jewish nation.